As I look back ,
I find many faults, I find myself a very silly emotional fool , did I look the same then? do I look the same now?? I am scared to know the answer , They say donot ask questions you don't want to know the answers to , Yet I ask questions which i am scared to hear the truth , is it the self satisfaction i get  cause of which i pose questions or is it just my curiorsity about little things or is it just the tiny rebel feeling i get? I hope to find the answer soon.
life didn't change much in recent years, my same old philosophy same old life style, but one thing did change ,one thing i certainly learned, NEVER TRUST , once you trust someone so deep you share every dark secret of yours and when they prove your trust wrong, you feel misplaced and orphan like that you just quit hope and trust, that's when you end up in dangerous places, lucky i was, i found people to not let me do something stupid, One thing changed, from the very optimistic me i changed to be a pessimist or i choose pessimism cause i believe "Expectations leads to misery" but again hope is the only thing that can push humans to look forward eagerly, did i choose to push this natural hope away or am i just mixing up hope with curiosity and eagerness? another question i don't want answers for 

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 THIS  IS MY FIRST BLOG..PLEASE APOLOGIZE ME FOR MY SPELLING MISTAKES

well...my day was great..i went to a mvoie with my lovely friends and brother. the movie was about sucidal people and depression so one thought caught my mind...they say broken hearts can be mended..but can they really be mended?

hearts are as fragile as glass..once they are broken it is too hard to mend them back ..we can only glue them..but cracks would remain forever in most cases. broken hearts can be mended by gluing it with lots of love,care,attention patience.but how many of the broken people are ready to accept that the love and care shown to them is real and not a fantasy??it takes time...may be 1 day or 1 week or 1 month or 1 year or 1 decade. in most cases broken people are the depressed one's. many say depressed people are too stubborn to listen to others. but how many of them know how much dare it takes for a broken person to come out of their pain and believe love actually exist. im just not talking about boyfriend /girlfriend love..love here means in any form. now the question arises..why the hell should they be depressed if they were cheated/deceived/rejected once by one person. let us consider ..when you were a child about 5 years you loved dogs and puppies but you never had a dog or puppy of your own.. but one day a dog bit you . im sure if any one of us have such experience then we will definitely have fear towards dogs .its the same with heart and feelings..our heart is a child..always tender..when got hurt once they are scared that they will be doomed as pathetic .so friends need to help them and treat them the it takes lot of courage to get over the hurt. and even to get over its not possible by all alone to get over. and people who are hurt wont come by themselves and confess they are hurt or depressed cause way they should be treated .it takes time to trust us..but eventually they will believe us :).

what do you think about sucidal people and broken hearted?please give me your feedback

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hello dear friends,
I am a teenage girl and i would like to share my views,emotions,expressions,observations through this blog... i would like to share a part of my life in the form of a blog and my blog will be in the form of a diary[ a talk to myself] so that i can express better how i felt in ever moment :)
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